On my way to work today, my left contact lens got folded in my eye. Almost thought I had dropped it somewhere else. I forced it out and put it back again. All this is done in the MRT!!! Unbelievable...
Met Adeline in the locker room. Told me her stomach is not feeling too well. It must be Breeks!!! I had diarrhoea (Is this the way to spell it? Do not seem to get it right always. Anyway, you know what I mean right?) as well early in the morning.
Today is another busy day. With so many calls through-out the day. Went out for lunch again with Adeline. Went to eat at McDonalds. Tried their new prawn wappers. Small and nice. Just love the taste of it. =)
Dear called at 8pm sharp. I still had quite alot of stuff to clear then. Told him I will leave around 8.30pm. Plan to take a taxi to meet him all the while. Went to the entrance of the hotel to wait for a taxi. This is what I have been doing with Jackie and Rebecca. However, a security came to me and say only management staff can take a taxi there. Am I not a staff of the hotel too??? I really disagree with some of the hotel policies at times.
He wanted to watch movie at first. But I did not really feel like doing so. So in the end, we walked to a deserted place. Still do not know what eaxctly is the place call. While walking, he took my handphone and start deleting my messages. Told him not to delete those forwarded messages. But he still did it. Tried to snatch it from him but he refused to give me back. Seeing how pissed I became, he stopped doing it. But what done is done already. It cannot be undone you know. It took him quite a while to put a smile back to my face.
After some time, we walk back aimlessly. His sister called him then. Told him that someone from Raffles hotel called him to go for interview again. Told me about it and ask him to try. However, this lead to a major quarrel. The issue of deleting my messages arouse again.
"I do not like people to touch my things without permission!!!" I told him that straight in his face. The mood between us totally changed. There was silence for quite a while. Tried to clarify things, till I cried. This time round, the contact lens in my right eye got folded!!! Guess I was feeling guilty then. Dear you know what, I was so afraid that you will leave me again. I really do not mean what I say. It was in a moment of anger that I said it. Sorry to you. Please accept my apologies. Just do not feel like going home. So afraid to part with him. What if this is the last meeting? I really do not want this to happen. So sorry that I have spoilt your off day. It was suppose to be a day with laughter. However, it turned out to be a day with quarrels. Sorry...
Took a taxi home just before mid-night. Bathed and started eating junk food. Thought of eating 1/2 a mooncake. But Daddy said it might have turn bad already since it is there for so long already. So I settled with ice-cram cone. 5 of them in total. My mouth still wanted to munch. So I ate crackers. Very oily!!! Now I feel so uncomfortable!!!
Read the testimonial Elaine left for me. The things she said made me feel better. Now I know, I am not alone. It seems like nobody really can take the place of the friendship I had with her. Absolutely noone. Not even dear. Or maybe it is to early to tell.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
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